I have done my best most of my life to be normal, to fit in. I cut off so much of me, crammed me into the little box I was told I was to fit in for a very long time. And I was miserable.
Don't get me wrong, I was actually pretty good at not being me. I was pretty good at faking normal. Married. Kids. Bible School Teacher. Successful career with a background in VP and Diretor Level positions which thrived under my leadership. But what no one else knew was that I would wake up everyone morning with a sense of sadness and dread, uncertain how I was going to make it through the day. The only saving grace - knowing I would return to my soft, cozy bed in a few hours to go to sleep and shut it out again.
Through it all, I kept seeking. I kept asking. There had to be something more. I tried everything. From Jesus to Reiki to Buddhism and everything in between. Some things worked for awhile and some never worked at all. Went through a divorce somewhere in the midst of it all and another marriage too.
Then along came Access Consciousness and my life radically changed. The tools in every class offered pragmatic ways to actually live - joyfully. I found out that the joy and exuberant expression of me was actually a gift... even though I had believed it was too much for a long time. I realized that my failed marriages didn't mean that I was a failure. I could actually get clear on what I desire in life, in relationship, in everything and then choose to create what worked for me. No matter what anyone else said about it.
Today, my life is unrecognizable from what it was before. Every day I wake up with such gratitude for being alive, for being here on this amazing planet. My life is a constant creation and I keep asking for more.
Facilitating classes might just be my favorite thing to do in the whole world. Offering the tools and processes of Access Consciousness which empower you to know that YOU know and that assist you in actualizing the life and living you desire - how much more fun does it get?!
One of my favorite quotes of Gary Douglas, Founder of Access Consciousness is, "What would it take for you to realize how crucial you are to the possibilities of the world?" And if we all knew this, what could we create? What other possibilities would be available? I wonder...
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“What would it take for you to realize how crucial you are to the possibilities of the world?”
- Gary Douglas
